Why do I feel like I’m one argument away from losing you? Why do I feel like you have someone else is fighting for you? Am I really that bad? Am I seriously a crazy bitch to you? I know I frustrated you but to the extent of you breaking your promises which you said you’d never do? Am I the kind of girl you’re embarrassed of? Because that’s what it feels like…. You don’t let me see your friends when I get you… Do you even tell them the positives about me anymore? Well I do. I tell my friends the good and only my best friend the good and the bad. I tell my family about you. I am not ashamed of you in anyway. I wish I coukd tell the world but what’s the point since you’re my world. I love you more than anything but now that doesn’t seem to matter… You told me that at the end of the day if we loved each other that’s all that matters…. I don’t know what to do…I don’t know how to feel. I don’t like this sad feeling…. I don’t like crying myself to sleep! I wanna feel your love! Make me feel it!! I miss that feeling we had…. I miss being able to tell you how much I love you. I miss planing our future together. I miss your warm body next to mine. I wanna feel a lovers hug but I can’t because there is something stuck between us and I don’t know how to move it. I just want my best friend/soul mate/fiance/other half…. I just want us back… We’re still together but I feel less love from you…. It hurts my… I’m physically sick and you don’t even know I am… I feel bad about myself. I feel like I am just…..gross… I don’t know. I just…miss you…
Forget all these losers. I’m done crying over them.
That moment when you feel like you are no longer good enough for your boyfriend. I may not have a sexy shape or a big butt, but I have a huge heart and sweet personality. It hurts so much to even think that he might not like my looks more than some other girls. And it doesn’t help when hoes walk around showing off what he likes. I just pray that he’s the man I think he is… Sick of crying and hurting because of my insecurities..
Why can’t I be cool like you?
Why can’t today not piss me off..? I’m ready for midnight.
Why must I live with idiots?!?! Just got beat the crap up by my house trying to keep it from burning down.. Ugh.
Wow. I’ve been missing out!
What’s the point of having a room when you can’t do anything in it? Ugh. Roommates…